Paradise regained!

That season? I do not place a bet.
That fateful day? Yes, I did forget.
That defining moment? I do not recollect.
My aching soul, when I met.

I looked it straight in the eye.
Hunting for hints to prove it a mighty lie.
In all earnest did I try.
But my haunting soul, I could just not deny.

My towering ego trembled that moment.
My fortress of confidence quivered that day.
An upheaval there was, in my life that season.
With my raging soul, I failed to reason.

It made me drop my defenses.
It brought back to me, my senses.
Then on, I knew my calling.
I could afford no more falling.

That was the season of awakening
Those were the days of penance
That was the moment I rose
To regain, the paradise I had lost.